*sigh*

I have a session with my therapist in 30 minutes. I'd forgotten how much I dislike talking to a therapist. Now I'm dreading it. Wishing instead I could just crawl under the covers and not come out... ever.
-Chel

What's all that white stuff?

So today Heal the Bay came and set up two big salt water tanks with sea cucumbers, starfish, sea stars, giant snails, sea urchins. And you can put your hand in the tank and pet them. So of course I'm petting them. The sea cucumbers are really, really soft like velvet. So soft you almost can't feel them. The sea urchins are spiny and they grab onto your finger. I notice that there's all this white stuff coming out of one of the sea urchins. So I say to the Heal the Bay person "What's all that white stuff?" "Oh, it's reproducing." Apparently all the "stimulation" caused it to reproduce. Nice.

And when I got back to my desk someone gave me the biggest blueberry ever. I swear it is the size of a quarter. A mutant.
-Chel

Stop Searching

Fortune cookie wisdom "Stop searching. Happiness will come to you." And tonight it will be in the form of Mexican wrestling - Lucha Va Voom.

Tonight K is taking me to Mexican wrestling and burlesque at this club downtown. I know nothing about Mexican wrestling, except they wear masks, but I have been wanting to go. Apparently one of the characters is the Blue Gorilla, a little person dressed in a blue gorilla suit. There is also someone called Super Porky. Everyone is very excited because he is making an appearance. And then during "half-time" girls take their clothes off. What more could you ask for?
-Chel

You Don't Look Like Trouble

Just when I think my life is settled down, nothin' much happening *BAM* trouble, with a capital T. I had lunch with Mr. Nebraska today. Just a lunch but it was a very hot and sweaty lunch. I'm dating someone, he's dating someone and all I can think about is sucking on his soft, plump, bottom lip.

And then he asks if I've ever kissed a girl...
-Chel

Finally Friday

I had really strange dreams last night. I dreamt about RZ, his wife and their two kids. We hooked up, RZ and I that is. Afterward I was taking a shower in his bedroom, the shower was literally in the middle of his bedroom, water was going everywhere - all over the bedroom, the bed and the carpet was getting soaked. Then his wife and their two kids came in and got into bed. She wanted to know why I was wearing one of RZ's t-shirts. I just kept thinking how tacky she was.

A friend gave me a one of those 1001 dreams explained books. The last dream I looked up was flying. I'm always dreaming I'm flying and it is the coolest. Well, dreams of flight mean you are going to be discarded by your lover. So I'm not sure how accurate this book is. Then on the other hand I have been discarded by a number of lovers.
-Chel