Sad now

So I took Chel to the airport on the first day of the new year. We are no longer in the same state so our blog truly becomes letters to each other.

Mood: Tired and frustrated
Chel,
I just finished sending an email to Angel. It was a LONG letter filled with ramblings from my thoughts of the new year. Don't panic...I expect nothing back. I just hope he reads it and is able to appreciate where it comes from..my heart. It was 2001 when we were at Lake Arrowhead. I figured it out after you left and we were there on the first, second, and third. So we must have attended that party a different year.

When I came home from the long train game with Mr. H. it was soooo quiet in the house. It still is! I tried really hard to work on the RT, but it wasn't working for me tonight! So I will get up early and work. I hope I am productive.

I really enjoyed your visit this Christmas. It was nice just going with the flow and doing whatever we wanted to do...whenever! Trying to cram in as much stuff as possible in a few days doesn't work anymore. The value of the time decreases. This vacation felt like we tried to recreate what it was like when we lived in the same place. As I was driving home from the airport crying, I thought about how we took the normal stuff for granted so many years ago. And how great it would be to live in the same city again! MOVE BACK HERE!!! hee hee. Well, it is really late (or early) here and I have to get an early start on work...so off to bed! Love ya, me (Dolly)